Well, well, well if it isn’t October. I’m sorry I haven’t posted but here we are. It’s not like I haven’t thought about it – it’s just… just. Laziness. Discontent. Disconnected inspiration.
Anyways – here’s to our new era. The era of self discovery and appreciation of self. If you’ve followed for awhile – I’ve been struggling with mental health l. I figured it out: I have existential depression. Not only related to mortality but having everything I’ve ever hoped for. It’s a wild feeling. Like – girl, you have no reason but here I am – Dr. Depression.
I feel like I’m on the upswing.
Also, how is it October? It’s beautiful and I’m ready.
This Sunday – I’m taking a breath. I’m watching the sunset. I’m sipping cocktails. I’m trading secrets for passwords. I’m embracing the understanding of not wanting a small talk (shout out to coworkers who see you at the grocery store and ignore you and like you ignore them). I’m here for tradition and here for breaking rules.
I have goals for this fleeting and pointless life – ready to make it beautiful.
Xo love kim